Wrong to Spell

Don't know what got me into. Lately, I wrong to spell a word. There is a word "Fiancee" at subtitile of movie. But, I spell it "Finance". The worst is at busway terminal, there is a word "Loket". Once again I wrong to spell it. it's "Toket" (red: Toket means a female breasts). What makes it more worst is actually every word that read by me, I always imagine it. Oh...God (Allah) forgive me.

Status My Finance in Beginning of the Month

It still beginning of the month, but I already spent my money about Rp900 thousands. About Rp600 thounsands, I gave it to my parents, my brother, zakat, and pay my debts. The rest are to repair my motorcycle, buy trouser, t-shirt for my self and my brother, have a dinner at the restaurant with my brother. Seems i should save my budget for the rest of days until the end of the month.

Managing My Finance

This month I used my money about Rp1,2 million. Forgive me my Lord (4JJ). Where did it go? Still wondering...feel confuse, angry, and sad. My heart poundering so strong and fast. Feel like I have heart attack or is it an eartquake. Okay2....Calm down. Get easy bro. Watch the fountain, the cloud, the tree, the bird, and the sky. Much more relaks now. Let's see where my money go. I think about Rp600,000, I gave to my parents, pay my debts, and zakat. Hmmm...so actually i used my money about Rp600,000. Still such a big value. Seem that i want to yell to my self. Where did it go? I think it went for transport and food. I'm sure 60% of it for the food.