Managing My Finance

This month I used my money about Rp1,2 million. Forgive me my Lord (4JJ). Where did it go? Still wondering...feel confuse, angry, and sad. My heart poundering so strong and fast. Feel like I have heart attack or is it an eartquake. Okay2....Calm down. Get easy bro. Watch the fountain, the cloud, the tree, the bird, and the sky. Much more relaks now. Let's see where my money go. I think about Rp600,000, I gave to my parents, pay my debts, and zakat. Hmmm...so actually i used my money about Rp600,000. Still such a big value. Seem that i want to yell to my self. Where did it go? I think it went for transport and food. I'm sure 60% of it for the food.

bad person

I feel I'm the most bad person on earth. Ghost of my past still follow me behind my back. Oh well, 4JJ had arraged destiny. But, still i got headache if I thought about it.